oh my freaking goddddddd
okay, i admit.
this is the first time got a guy say like me.
omgomgomg
okay, i think hes quite funny also
but then hes like two yrs younger?
i know its okay la, but when i in jc, den he'll be in sec
like that very wierd.
and i dont think i want him to know how am i in person la.
i know he likes me
and i like the way he msg me la
everytime add in mwacks or i love you behind
hes freaking sweet la
of course, i got type some in return?
i really like talking to him la.
dunno why but i really feel very happy

okay, and today when we talked,
he said that he wanted to kiss my upside down. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and i was stupid enough to say HUH? dowan la. upside down very tiring
omg. i think he thinks that im acting dumb and very irritating.
but he really meant kissing me only or what ah?
omg. the upside down is like O.O
OMGOMGOMGOMG.
and he say alot of times what if he likes me la.
i really dont know how to answer leh.
and the worst thing is,
he TOLD me I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU.
i was like, okay, den i crush you back.
omg, i think he must be feeling horrible la.
what if he knows that im not what he thinks.
:( i really just like talking to him la.
whats the fuss abt my size
i know many guys are turned off once they see me la
wdh. im trying my best

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
how how how how
i told this to michelle
dont know is it the right thing to do
but i hate that person always showing off hers .
wtf? so what if hes tall.
i admit, im jealous.
so what. its my business
who says only you can only hook guys
i can too la
and you are NOT the only one who can be fierce when someone re you
im the one who canoot be re la;
wtf you think you are
just because you have a maple stead,
OH MY GOD.
you think that the world is squared.

but still omg,
cant believe that someone really likes me,
and keep telling me that he likes me, he loves me, he has a crush on me.
how am i going to take it.
T.T
arhgggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

wahlao he really very very sweet la
everything i say then after a few sentences will say me cute or say like me.
omg. omg. omg. omg.

isit that ive changed?
or isit that im just thinking too much?
i really dont know.
same thing happened today.
she keep saying that the song didnt have a "de4" inside the baby baby song.
wtf la.
you dunno how to listen to song and sing song den dont say la.
ming ming jiu you.
fine. if dont have,
can you pls explain what the fuck is
"baby baby jiang lai wo men dou shi mou ge nv hai WEI YI"
wahlao. dont make sense la. wtf.
at least use your brain ma if you dunno hw to listen to song.
only those who are "skilled" in listening songs can hear it.
or at least, those who have common sense.
so what if i said the wrong words,
cant i talk wrongly?
mich can say whatever fuck she want,
and i cant?
what is your problem la.
ever since the syf, dsa and everything,
EVERYTHING CHANGED.
i dunno what the hell problem is with you and her la.
its okay if you joke arnd sometimes,
but when jokes are too over,
its irritating and makes the person hate you even more.
you told me you and her wanted to go play lan.
FINE. i let you two go play la.
what is the problem with walking out with keith they all?
i dont mind walking out alone.
i really dont like the feeling of making keith and zenda they all think that i treat them as substitudes.
if given a choice,
i really would want to walk out with them everyday and hang out.
im stuck in between and i cant breathe.
i dont know how to control and hold my status in both grps.
they are my classmates and for now,
i think ive been further and further away from you guys.
you and her live in your own world.
and she thinks that i am the one that ALWAYS leave qm behind.
PUH LEASE.
for duno how long le,
ive been walking and talking with qm ALL THE TIME.
you two just talk and talk among yourselves.
what the fuck is your fucking problem.
ya right, im very CLOSE to her.
shit you la.
throw me arnd.
whenever qm isit arnd and im alone with you two,
i feel so irritated and turn off la.
and when i dont talk,
you all say i attitude.
hello? like you didnt notice your dear friend is like a moron walking all over the place with no one to talk with and feeling darn bored.
and you think that you are pretty.
omg.
you are fat and only average la.
so what if you have a laptop and money?
you are still a retainee.
you were given a second chance.
and you think you sing well?
HAHA.
your skills suck la.
and the way you sing is just like anyone arnd that can open their mouth.
and when i dont follow you two,
you will give that fucking face and fucking attitude.
you think you big la.
everyone must go along with you.
mind you, we are just PLAYING with you.
think you have mich jiu okay liao lor.
see what happens when we graduates.
ohhh, you'll be missing your dear mich.
SO SAD.
i tried controlling myself la.
i really felt like slapping you.
so what if im discarded.
i dont give a damn.
maybe you have good phone,
good laptop,
good money,
good everything.
and you heck care abt others feelings.
i know i dont have a good phone.
so the music quality is poorer and that your phone is BETTER.
like fuckiing omg, its like sooooo blur and noisy la.
if you dont like that my sound quality is poor,
too bad.
just keep your fucking ears to yourself.
and m,
you think your phone very cool lor.
can play so darn loud.
the bestest ive seen so far is ct de.
that is REALLY a good phone.
all your phones suck like hell la.
so what if its branded or something,
the quality is still as bad.
i like my phone can le what.
isit any of your businesses?
hello m,
you think your singing very nice la.
eww.
like you have constipation like that.
changes your words when you are in front of her.
big suck up.
act as if you were very caring and knowledgable abt her actions,
be her nanny lor.
she has a life, everyone has a life to go on.
you cant protect her as if she was a baby.
and i hate it when you scold vulgarities as if it was nothing.
you think that de-zuing her is bad right,
i'll tell you what the fuck is BAD.
shes just acting to be tough infront of everyone.
as if she has the greatest bold and is not afraid of anything.
scold scold and scold.
hello, the trend's over le.
dont you ever thought of that it really suck as your image?
pathetic.
and m,
when i do something wrong,
im wrong.
when she does someting wrong,
im the one who is still at fault.
suck up also have limit de right.
no wonder you have so much stress.
you scream and yell and give that fucking face and attitude and you say you dont have a foul mood.
fuck off la.
acting tough.
awwww, so sweet of you two to be together.
eeeeeeeew. so disgusting.
really hope that you would fail like hell and dont get good results for your Os.
see if she will comfort you and see you die.
haha.
no use crying over spilled milk .
you should have thought of this when you were so sweet with her everyday.
urgh. sick duo.